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Autism Assessment for Adults — the Emotional Impact

Now that I’ve processed my autism assessment report, I feel upset about it

Three Years On

In a few months, it will be three years since I got my autism assessment results.

I’ve previously written about the assessment process itself, but that article was mostly factual. This time, I want to focus on how it felt, and what impact it has had on me from an emotional point of view.

Before being assessed, I’d heard that some people can find the process to be quite difficult emotionally — almost traumatic.

At first, I couldn’t really understand why, because the assessment process sounded fairly straightforward: just fill in a questionnaire, go and chat to a clinical psychologist a few times, then put them in touch with anyone who knew you as a child.

I had to do some rather bizarre things during some of the sessions, like describing the pictures in a children’s storybook, and making up stories using props such as string and paper clips. Occasionally, it felt like I was on a hidden camera show — as though there were people in a secret room somewhere, watching me and laughing as I made a fool of myself. Despite that, it wasn’t too taxing.

Then the final report arrived, and my opinion changed dramatically!